Vishwaas bhang na kare,
aur vishram (meditation) karte rahe
Listen to music every day for 30 minutes. Music, puzzles, maths. Imaginative and practical both together. Meditation will give intuitive ability. Spirit is beyond gender. Face distracts you from knowing things created cravings and aversion. Spirit has no face. See everyone without face, advait knowledge will be experienced, all are chaitanya shakti. Meditation makes you active not reactive, it doesn’t take away your dynamism.